Well, so my ex "relationship thing" is with this stupid stalker girl still.
Its fantastic, because he had been dating her the time we were together.
If we were really even together-together. More like a stupid escalated friendship.
She's hyper obsessed and contacts me like she owns him.
Like we can't even be friends that we were before the stress.
If the real world were Sex and The City - He'd be the "Big" that Carrie couldn't let go of.
And she's the Natasha.

Fantastic.

So am I supposed to pretend like I'm ok and act like I never hurt.
Or act like I don't miss him. Apparently, that's what I'm supposed to do.
I can't do what I feel, because that would only mean going back to everything and get re caught up in this mess.
For wanting to do this, I don't think I'm stupid.
I think its regular and normal to feel this way, but not rational to do.
Right?