This is the most real post I've seen you put on here in quite some time

I have anxiety but I have also have a mental illness to go along with it! not so fun sometimes. It can really be the difference between a pass or a fail and I've found University to be extremely hard that way. You get 2 chances to pass. It drives me anziety through the roof. I've really started to put things into place for next year so that I do run into the same problems this year.
So although I was making a bit of "joke" out of the free stuff- I do require some kind of accommodation from time to time.
Because I do not have a physical disability I tend to be too proud to ask for the extra help that I need. I really have to learn to understand myself and my limitations and it can be very difficult when you're at war with your own emotions. It's also harder because no one can TELL you deal with this and they don't understand it. You want to be able to do the same things you're use to doing but you can't. A mental illness can physically disable you. Your medications can even disable you in ways! Medication may need to be tweaked now and then, and sometimes that can affect my schooling as well. Until you've walked a mile in my shoes- or any who has any kind of disability you will never know how it feels to wish it just be "that easy".
Also, sometimes you don't always get understanding teachers- and as much as you have a RIGHT for accommodation you don't always get the proper treatment. It happened to me last year and I took an F because I was publicly humiliated. I don't take that stuff lightly. I was at my lowest course load, and I chose to never to go back. I am retaking it this year.
Redrose27 wrote:how do you qualify for disability if it's not a physical disability?
how do you get recognized for 'anxiety'?---i am one of the most anxious, overstressed, over worrying people i know
you have to have medical documentation from physician, psychiatrist, someone who can test you for your disability etc.
I have always been a very anxious kid. i always worried a lot. University really can get overwhelming for me.
Anxiety runs high in my family and so does mental illness. It actually dates as far back as my grandmother's time!
if you think you have an anxiety disorder- look it up. You could qualify, but that would also require medication usually.
Psychiatric disabilities can get up to $2000 in services a year which can include computers, counselling, tutoring, note taking, whatever. Disability services offers you extra time for tests, and exams - as well as being able to take less classes and not lose OSAP and even petition to drop classes of F's off your transcript.
I'm a bit of a "proud" person and I tend to not take all my services that i qualify for... I really should...
This is the most I've ever talked about it on a message board.
Thanks
FUTURE ENG for making me feel comfortable

Glendon/York Universty -
Specialization in PsychologyChild and Youth Worker Graduate